ストレス解消（笑）

ｈｍｍ。。。。なんだかココにはあんまり来なくなっちゃったなぁ~

myspaceでは日本語で書けないから　ココならイイか!!って思って来ちゃいました（笑）

まぁ－読みたい人はどうぞ、読んでくれ。ウチのストレスページになっちゃうけどね（笑）

９月１２日２００６年

今日はあまりこんな事を思ったり、書きたくは無いんだけど…

やはり私には「書く」と言う事でストレス解消には導けない気がする。

一度やっているせいか、書いてストレスを発散し、そして自分で書いた文字を見て読む…

これをしてこそ私は私をたもっているんだと思うんだよね。

だから私は私なりのやり方をしなければ何も自分自身にケリをつけて次の進めないんだと思う。

「ムカツク」。

こんな一言で私が今､何を思っているのかが表現出来るなんて素晴らしいと思うんだヨ…

うん。

でもこれはただ自分にポジティブに考えさせる為でもあると思う。

「殴り飛ばしてやりたい。」

テレビで見る用に　私も金があったらどんな事を今、今私はアイツに何をやらかしてるのかが見てみたいかも。

びっくりする前に喜んでいるのかなぁ？楽しんでいるのかなぁ？

…やりてぇ－

これを書く前に想像してたんだけど、オイルをアイツの部屋にぶちかまして今、私の目の前にある蚊取線香で火は付けられるのかなぁ－って思ってた。

また想像と言う者もイイよねぇ~

「自分で作り上げれる自分自身の自由の世界…」

ああぁぁ…

やりてぇ－

作りてぇ－

今日はココまででイイかな?

まだなんか引っかかっているけどまぁいい…　シャワーでも浴びてスッキリして来るか…

well well well...

the years almost over and my life is almost over... lol

I GOTTA DAMIT STUDY FOR MY SAT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>_______<;;
*HIT S*IT SH*T SHI*

what to do what to do.....

i have to study for THAT and do my APecon hmwk and practice for my seating auditions and read my damit english book.......

GAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHYAAAAAAAAAA  

man, i'm dead.......

if i don't raise up my scores by like A LOT i can't go college....

O_O!!!!

kcc...... NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! i don't wanna end up like that... >< i gotta study like i never did and get in!!!!

yes!!

i shall do that.... yes.... yes......... yes.............

T_______T;;;
[[i hate studying]]
((tear drop)) 

well, have a happy new years everyone and hope no one is ending up the year like me~ >  <;;

wow... never thought i'd come back here... lol

when was the last time i came.....? haha

well, cramping myself lots of things... stupid coach.... g*d damt, start the practices on the right dates! haha.... season's still months away and he started practice.... I CAN'T GO~.... i thought it was gonna start like after winter break so i cramped soooo many work.... everyday i work..... huh.... well, i can't quit now since i just started like 2 months ago.... and i like it there... its fun... and the people i work with are awesome... i dont' wanna leave now.....

and my PARENTs... they started a restaurant so they gotta do so many paper work and stuff with the lawyer.... and now they gotta go back to JAPAN to do something.... for minimum 2 months!!! GYA!!! they're gonna leave next month so i gotta get used to waking up early and take the bus to school... ugh.... bus.... well, at least i can order them to buy TONS of things from there... *evil laugh*

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!! *ugh*

well, now i REALLY wanna change my schedule.... all of my classes are horrible!! right now i wish i was smart like my friends so i can be in their classes.... i'm in all of the "dumb" peoples classes so i have all those "trouble makers" in my classes.... *ugh2x* wellz, hope i get to change my schedule SOON.... mrs. harano's like buried with all the people thats surrounding her to change their schedule... i couldn't get near her today.. she better call me in tomorrow.... AHHH!!! i especially wanna change period 3.... FORGOT THAT MY SISTER WAS IN THERE!!! O_O!!! horrible.... terrible.... gotta get out of there...... FAST!!!

got hmwk all ready!!! *ugh* alg and ap.... i have no clue what to do for the ap class... i don't even have any clue what those vocab words mean!!! *gya~* i'm screwed.... well, at least alg's hmwk's easy... just an review on imaginary#'s....

better get started on it as soon as i get home from work..... *in work right now~ lol*

schools about to start in like 3 days.... ugh..... and i have to start off with "english" (=___=);; and i think i have TOBARA.... her room number was c-17 right? ugh.... wellz, i'm gonna change my schedule alittle so i might have to change some of my classes too.... *hehe*